I don’t know why, but whenever you start talking about self harm it makes me want to stop talking to you. JUST saying
I never knew those few words could cut my soul more than any blade ever could.
Whenever you start talking about WANTING to self harm, it makes me feel pathetic and a failure of a friend. It makes me feel like I cannot help you, even though I’ve supported you with the best of my abilities for the longest time now. Ive drained so much energy on trying to help, that comments like that just deter me. I’m not going to be sarcastic, I’m just going to be upfront brutal now. I never meant to have this comment come out as hurtful. But I’m not going to be doing this anymore Maggie, I don’t have any more straws left. I don’t know how to help anymore, everything I do ends up hurting you. So I’m letting you go on your own for a while. Maybe you don’t need any more honest people like me.